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Slum Dunk

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:56:48 GMT

It has already been 10 years, since I first saw the cartoon--Slum Dunk. I can not forget those moment ever, everyday after school, I would run back home and open the tv to watch those high school basketball players working and playing hard for their dreams. I was almost the same age as them and every time after watching the cartoon, I was so exited and picked up basketball practicing for one or two hours. This cartoon was so popular and everybody was talking it in school, and we pretend we are those players in the cartoon and against each other on the court. When I see some posts about this cartoon online, I can not believe it has been 10 years long, I graduated from the college, but they are still the high school students, they will always be high school students, but we can not. However the existent of them give me a feeling that I used to be a high school basketball player, I used to love basketball as them and there were a lot of great time in my high school period, those teammates who played with me, those girls who we were talking about and those games we were enjoying with. Slum Dunk, the proof of my youth will always in my hurt, never gone.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 11:47:49 GMT

有志者事竟成破釜沉舟百二秦关终属楚
苦心人天不负卧薪尝胆三千越甲可吞吴

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 21:10:47 GMT

这两天感冒了, 好难受, 整天喉咙和头都胀得天昏地暗的.无所事事地躺在那里的感觉真的很恐怖, 回想这几年一路走来还算对得起自己,没浪费掉大把的时光. 不知为什么"情义不能两全"这几个字一直在脑海里回荡.我不是生在乱世, 体会不到忠孝不能两全的凄美, 但情和义, 谁轻谁重我一直无法权衡.已经这么多年了, 为什么她还是无法释怀. 咳, 问世间情为何物?

《爱情转移》（富士山下）

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:49:35 GMT

曲:christopher chak 词:林夕
唱：陈奕迅（Eason Chan）

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

笑看风云过

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 21:59:43 GMT

今天无意间听到了一首很老的歌--两两相忘，是93年《倚天屠龙记》里的插曲。那娓娓而来的曲调配合这清新脱俗的歌词不由让人想起了《倚天屠龙记》的曲折情节。初闻此歌是倚天屠龙记中小昭在光明顶唱给张无忌听的，小昭是金庸自己最喜欢的小说人物之一，聪明漂亮，善解人意又对付出的不求任何回报。难怪江湖上流传“做男儿当做乔峰，交朋友要交令狐冲，娶老婆当是小昭”。张无忌的运气好的很，有那么多的女孩能为他争得你死我活。说句公道话，他欠小昭的是很多。特别是在小昭要离开时还是抱住她哭了起来，恐怕这留给小昭的只能是无尽的回忆和痛苦。张无忌的性格太优柔寡断了，不像杨过那么孤傲执著也不像郭靖那么憨厚专一，所以他一直会在赵敏和周芷若之间徘徊和痛苦。正如赵姑娘抢亲时说的：“一个男子汉这么犹豫不决，很容易抱憾终生的！” 有得有失，有欠有还，老天从来不许人太贪心，张无忌最终选了赵敏。如果是我，我想我也会选赵敏。提起“赵姑娘”，不由得心酸，她应该也姓赵吧。

当年的《倚天屠龙记》集合了好几首经典的歌曲，像周华健的--刀剑如梦，黄沾的--随遇而安，李丽芬的--爱江山更爱美人，当然还有这首《两两相忘》。
      < 两两相忘>
             拈朵微笑的花
            想一番人世变换
           到头来输赢又何妨
    日与夜互消长富与贵难久长
   今早的容颜老于昨晚

            眉间放一字宽
               看一段人世风光
          谁不是把悲喜在尝
       海连天走不完恩怨难计算
   昨日非今日该忘

         浪滔滔人渺渺青春鸟飞去了
         纵然是千古风流浪里摇
         风潇潇人渺渺快意刀山中草
爱恨的百般滋味随风飘

Freedom

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 17:12:58 GMT

“Freedom！！” 是 william wallace 行刑前在 Braveheart 里面喊得最后一句话，一个经典的镜头，也曾经震撼过我的心。如今重温一遍电影，还是感到热血沸腾。当斧头落下，华莱士的手松开，手里的手帕飘起时，我也很想闭上双眼。华莱士是苏格兰人的民族英雄，苏格兰人是令人敬佩的，就如苏格兰的威士忌一样，热情而那么有底气。也许就是靠着那种精神吧，千年过去了，他还是一个独立的国家而不属于英格兰的统治。华莱士是为了自由而战，但如果他的妻子没有被杀死，我不知道他有没有揭竿而起的勇气，当然，如果有选择，谁都想跟自己喜欢的人自由自在的生活。华莱士是幸运的，他一见钟情的女子同样也喜欢他，他们甚至可以马上就秘密的结婚了。不过那是电影的情节，现实中的爱情总是那么的耐人寻味，我们似乎都没有勇气放下一切来追求。如果赢得了天下输了她，我真的不愿意。小时候一直有一个梦想，长大了可以住在辽阔的牧场，在灿烂的阳光下喝着威士忌看着我的牛羊在草地上奔跑。而如今却要奔波于纽约这个拥挤的城市，呵呵，现实与理想总有一大段距离。悠扬的苏格兰风笛又响起，就算今生不能住在苏格兰的农场，也很想去那里走走看看，希望来年有人陪我去吧。

CES2008

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 22:52:56 GMT

Today is the first day of the Consumer Electronics Show in Les Vegas. I was planing to join this biggest event of IT, unfortunately I have to stay BNL for 10 more days. Let's have a look on the highlights of CES 2008, Blu-ray player will be less than $300; The Internet fridge is back; Samsung Armani phone sighted; Nokia music store to launch in U.S.; Panasonic lauch the 150 inch plasma TV. It seems the HD will still play a big part in the consumer electronics this year. A lot companies show their new HD monitor or HD TV, like sony, sharp,and pionior.....

However, the most important and interesting part of this year's CES is Bill Gates' Keynote speech. Mr. Gates is a great and most successful man in this world. He is one of the reasons for why I chose the computer science as my major. His ambition, talent, leadership and willpower encouraged me a lot. My teacher in high school said:" I will be very proud if someone of your tell me that you are working with Bill Gates ten or twenty years later." I still keep his words in mind, but it seems that's not going to be possible for me. Today Bill said he is going to retired from Microsoft on July 2008. There were rumors that Bill Gates is going to quit before, but it's still sad when we heard it from himself. He said" I think it's the time for me to quit the full time job in Microsoft, it has been more than thirty years since I founded Mirosoft when I was 17 years old....... I will spend more time on The Bill &Melinda Gates Foundation and help those people who need helps..... " I think we should all thank Bill's contribution for the Development of computer technology though Mirosoft gains a lots money from us, without Windows Operation System the PC will be totally different today. His name maybe list with Watt or Thomas Edison in our grandchildren's history book. In the speech he released a video that his friends made for him, it's about Bill Gates last day in microsoft and it's so funny. He is 53 years old but still act like a kid in the video. I am kind of jealous for this brillian, powerful, (let's face it ) sexy and good looking leader for men and women, haha, wanna watch the video?

投名状（Warlords）

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 00:26:47 GMT

在这里呆着无聊，想看看电影解解闷，于是想起了在电脑里躺了一段时间的《投名状》。华人电影界里的三大巨星（李连杰，刘德华，金城武）联袂出演，而且都是自己比较中意的，所以看的很投入。投名状一语出自水浒传，意思是指一个人在进入时必须签署的一份生死契约，有了“投名状”便落草为寇，与兄弟同生共死，类似于现在黑社会的入会仪式。一看片名就知道是一部男人的电影，里面说的是姜午阳（金城武）、赵二虎（华仔）本为草莽，在一次争斗中与庞青云（李连杰）结识。三人惺惺相惜，结为异姓兄弟，一起攻城略地。不料日就生变，赵二虎的妻子莲生（徐静蕾）爱上了大哥庞青云，庞青云也对莲生心生爱慕。不久后，庞青云升为两江总督，欲望逐渐膨胀，变得心狠手辣。他的道德防线也逐渐崩溃，为了名利和爱，要对兄弟下手…… 电影的场面拍得很壮观，也很真实，据说是烧了大把的钱。特别是打完战，躺在地上的尸体多得让人很震撼，过于真实了吧，让我想到了伊拉克和巴勒斯坦的战场，每天都有人躺下。他们也是人，也有父母兄弟，也有默默在家等他的妻儿。到底是多大的仇恨呢，会让宝贵的生命不断的在血泊中消失？当然，战争并不都是仇恨引起的，很多时候是由于人的欲望，要得到更多的财富，占领更多的土地，有时甚至是为了一个女人或者干脆就是生活得太乏味了。咳，一将功成万骨枯，各国的领导者们为什么不慎重考虑一下：自古兴亡多少事，兴，百姓苦，亡，百姓苦。听听我们的军事天才孙子是怎么解释的吧“不战而屈人之兵，乃上上之胜也”。
看完后对中国的古代女性感到惋惜，处在封建中国那种男人占主导的社会，她们没有掌握自己命运的能力。离开了家，生存也就成了问题，在“家”又要承受三崇四德和种种礼仪的束缚。导演把电影拍得很用心，当徐静蕾从山寨上冲下来找李连杰时，她跑过了四座贞节牌坊，呵呵，最终他们还是逃不出礼，仪，廉，耻这四个字。我不知道如果她们看到希拉里在竞选美国总统时，有何感想？
关于片中的主旨兄弟情义，我很想里面那些发生的惨剧不是真的。不知道为什么从三国的桃园结义到英雄本色再到投名状，兄弟结义就应该三个人。都说不求同年生但求同日死，可在这现实的社会中有几个可以做的到？做兄弟的有今生没来世，能一辈子不翻脸永远走下去多好。还记得当年我们三人虽没有歃血为盟，当每当想起他为了我不顾一切的扑上去用身体拦住他大哥那一幕我就会沉默好一段时间。生活所迫，每个人走的路都不同，前几天我妈问我在中国的俩个义兄最近怎样，我竟无从答起,惭愧，我已经一年没跟他们联络了，思索着今晚要不要打电话给他们，希望他们的工厂能顺风顺水了.......

Boring

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 03:26:58 GMT

Have been in Brookhaven National Lab two days. I found out it does not have too much interesting things here. Meeting, research, presentation, this is the whole life for most people here. It may be the haven for those in physic major but not for me.One thing I learn from here is it's not easy to be a scientist, now I should give my friends who working here more respects, they even went to lab on Christmas?! Anyway, I will try to focus on learning some more since I have already been here. And try hard to find a job in IB next semester, there are more challenges and money, haha!

life will find a way-- Jurassic Park

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:03:08 GMT

Keep thinking about the meaning of live those days. Actually, I thought about it when I was 7 years old and I still remember that I was crying for a whole night because of fear and being helpless. Went to theater today, watched The National Treasure 2 and I Am Legend. They are both no bad, instead of simple entertainment they make me think a lots especially The National Treasure 2. One treasure hunter said in the movie "Men only have a short life but history will remember them forever". I agree with him, however history will not remember everyone forever, and I am still afraid that nobody will remember me after a hundred years. Someone said " people will only live in other's heart after they died." I understand that everybody has different ability and plays different character in this world. What you get depends on what you contribute to others, I hope in the future when people mention me, there will be respects and appreciations in their eyes. I don't want to think too much now, life will find a way, yes, we will find the way, I believe I will find the way....